When the day is through...

hellllo

2005-05-05T19:20:19Z

new lj everyone...needed a change!!!!!...ill still have this one...just not gunna use it 2 much

new journal :

give_me_pickles

add it :)

<333333333 Jennie

J.L.K...03.06.05...M.A.C

blah

2005-04-27T04:00:28Z

so ive been going through hell since sunday...i faint at least two times a day...i havent been back to school yet because of that...my head kills...all over, not just in one spot...i feel weak and tired, and i sleep a good 3/4 of the day (no i do not have mono for n e one who thinks that) and im extremely dizzy...

monday...i went to the doctors and they checked a bunch of stuff....and then the blood lady took a bunch of my blood....like 3 tubes full...it hurt like a b**** cuz she poked my arm and didnt get the vein so she had to poke again and then feel around with the needle inside my arm...AHHHH so that was hell...

then today...tuesday...i went to the radiologist place and got an MRI...i had to sit in this tube thing for 45 minutes and NOT MOVE...at least i got to listen to WBRU...but that only slightly muffled the loud noises of the machine which was taking pictures of my brain...i must admit the guy who was doing it was really nice...he felt bad that he had to give me a few shots of this stuff to help define my brain tubes and stuff like that on the screen..he did that half way through so he had stuff to compare...and he told me i had nice veins so that lady who took my blood shoulda never even missed the first time...she seemed to be having a bad day...

then mom and dad took me out for dinner cuz ive had had continuous shots and bloodtests...and i hate needles...they put me on the inside of the booth so i wouldnt faint...n then billys friend ashley brought the incredibles over so i could watch it...great movie...ugh im so greatful for my family, and my friends, and my boyfriend...everyones being so great when i need them most :)

<33333333 Jennie
...J.L.K...03.06.05...M.A.C...

wonder showzen is the most amazing show ever

2005-04-25T01:40:53Z

Ok...so heres my vacation

Friday was quite amazing :)...after school i went to mikes house....that boy is amazing...anyways...i brought him his favorite kind of subway sandwhich cuz im nice like that (got one for myself too) and then we played some video games...watched wonder showzen...god how i love that show :)....and he taught me how to shoot a bbgun...im pretty good at it too!...lol...hmmm nothing much other than that....

Saturday was the Jimmy eat world and taking back sunday concert...amazing...we left after jimmy eat world though cuz we were tired from standing...we couldnt hear (we were so close to the stage)...and we were hungry....opening band was amazing too....the format...downloaded a bunch of their songs when i got home :-p...after the concert we went back to mikes house and kinda just were being lazy people lol...played with the bbguns some more...talked to his brothers...his brother tony got second place in a body building competition thingy, and his brother leo had no clue we were at the same concert as him lol...so i left at like 11:45 ish and made it home for midnight...that day was fun...

sunday...i dont even remember what i did lol....hmmmm

Monday i went with mommy to roger williams park and zoo...we started out by going to have lunch at the music building...such a beautiful place...i have so many amazing pictures...then we went to the museum...they still had my artwork there! but they gave it back lol...i felt so special cuz they saved it from 2 years ago...then we went to the zoo and me and mom had so much funn running around taking pictures of and with the animals...got a nice picture of mom and the elephants lol...so much funn....

tuesday...dont remember this day either...lol...

Wednesday...was pretty funn...did a bunch of nothing all day. Then i was talking to Katie and she wanted to go somewhere so i picked her up and we went to the mall....had dinner at newport creamary and she drew some funny pictures lol....u dont wanna know....and then we went back to her house so she could get a bathing suit and she came here and we went swimming in the hot tub lol.... then i took her home...

Thursday i was bored, and Katie and Derek werent doing anything so we were like HEY WHY DONT WE GO TO THE MOVIES...so they picked me up about an hour early...and we went to the mall...saw elisa mickey and jay...so they came with us and we went and saw Amittyville horror....wicked scary movie...afterwards everyone came back to my house till midnight and then they left...

Friday, woke up late, and then at 4:30 i left and went to visit linda and the rest of the covill family...tons of traffic didnt get there till about 5:25...talked to linda for a few minutes while she got ready for her date...then she left and i talked to jenna for a while...then it was time to go so i went downstairs and said bye to nate and josh and joshs girlfriend (didnt say bye cuz she didnt know me lol) and then said bye to jenna...then i left and went to mikes...we played video games...runescape is amazing...we did some wicked funn quests lol...and and watched wonder showzen again and some other shows...cuz we r cool like that :-p...i have so much fun with him :)...then i left to b home for midnight again

Saturday i went over Mikes again brought him a subway sandwhich because im oo so nice :)...hmm then we watched some tv...played some runescape :)...oo and we watched a lifetime movie that mike DIDNT ACTUALLY HATE!!!!...lol...then i went home around midnight once again lol

Sunday...today...well...kind of a bad day...im incredibly dizzy...fainted twice today, head kills...not too cool...the little girls i babysit for stopped by the house earlier and wanted me to go to the playground with them...and i did...made me dizzier...it was nice to see them happy though...made me smile...but mom wants me to go to the doctors cuz im really not feeling good...blah

leave comments if u want...

<333333333 Jennie

...J.L.K...03.06.05...M.A.C...

jimmy eat world/taking back sunday = jenas saturday night

2005-04-16T16:38:49Z

so tonight...jimmy eat world and taking back sunday are playing at the dunk and daddy got me tickets...so im going with mike <3, elisa (if i can ever reach her today), and someone else...cuzin linds was spossed to come...shes not feeling very good though so...it will be amazing though...this is my first concert without my parents there...i feel so unbelievably grown up lol...yay...almost 17 :) which means im going 2 be an actual adult before u know it...wow...thats crazy to think about, ill b able to make decisions for myself, i mean i already do, but like BIG decisions and ive been looking at colleges...quite scary...i definitly wanna stay in rhode island...

this past week has been unbelievable...on monday i learned how to make hemp, and im pretty good at it, i found my hobby :)...then wednesday we had this thing for my a.history class, a bunch of veterans came in and we spent 3 periods of the school day interviewing them, which was about 3/4 of my school day...i loved the veterans...they amazed me...so now im gunna raise money for them...theyve done so much for this country, and there are like veteran organizations that u can give money to, so im thinking of raising a few thousand this summer doing something like a car wash or yard sales, and giving some of the money to them, some to the soldiers in iraq, or their families or whatever...i just wanna do something really nice...anyone wanna help?

So then friday was AMAZING...at school i found out that i have like an A+ so far in every class, even though the quarter started this week...but hey im maintaining it... in chemistry i got paired with amini and ben to do our rocket lab...who evers went the farthest got the higest grade...and so i thought id lose cuz we were all like goofing off and laughing and not really doing much, but we filled our rockets with 2 parts oxygen, 4 parts hydrogen, and ours went the farthest :)...A+ on that lab report automatically and none of us have to do it...yes its amazing...in english...we moved seats which saddened me cuz now jennifer ann is not so close to me...shes like a row and two seats behind me...so we have to like scream to eachother lol....wont stop us from talking...garanteed...ummm fashion...made a kajillion more hemp things....then a.history, i talked to custer about what im doing for the veterans and she like LOVES me now lol...and miss Black was in an excellent mood

Then i went over mikes around six....brought him his favorite subway sandwhich because im such a good girlfriend lol and then i got there, we ate, shot the b b guns around his room, i hit like a bulls eye on the jar topper i shot at :) good aim!...lol...so after shooting a bunch of stuff, we took his big strong gun and he shot a pumpkin we randomly found in the house and it like killed the pumpkin...then i held mike hostage with the little gun that looks like one a ganster would use :-p and i was like HOLD EM UP! lol...then we watched some lifetime, it was a movie about lesbians...quite interesting...and then we watched the fugitive...good movie...had to leave in the middle of it though...:-/...anyways...hes so amazing :)...

Sooooooo now im gunna go try to call elisa AGAIN lol...elisa call me soon hun!

Stay strong Dan dan...we all love you...

<3333333 Jennie

...J.L.K...03.06.05...M.A.C....

...All the best Dj's are saving

the slowest song for last

when the dance it through

its me and you

come on would it really be so bad....

lalalalala

2005-04-11T03:24:34Z

ahhhh its super late lol but thats ok...im about to take a shower...but i figured id update now...

friday was junior prom 2005...yes it was amazing...mike came with me of course...who else would have lol...and he showed up with calla lilies (favorite flower since i was like 5) and he looked gorgeous as always...so then michaela and justin came over and they both looked excellent...then we went to the Rhodes on the Pawtuxet and everyone was there...everyone looked EXCELLENT and i had so much fun...me and mike danced to almost every song...and dinner was ok...not great but not horrible...then we got our little souviniers (huge ass cups and picture frames) and then i drove joe mickey mike and justin back to my house and elisa had to get a nother ride because my car was too full...and so mike went home cuz he was tired but everyone else came back to my house and we went hot tubbing :) wicked nice...oo and my friends watched me literally choke...like couldnt breath cuz there was food in my air way...thanks guys lol...luckily i saved myself...so ya then elisa slept over, and when i woke up the next morning she was gone lol i was like...OK??? n e ways

so saturday i was supposed to go to mikes house, but...he was sick...so i went and picked up my cousin lauren instead...amazing...we had a blast we took about 60 pictures and then went in the hot tub...and i got everyone dels cuz im nice...we had great convos and had fun...god i missed that girl...

then sunday...today...i went to mikes house cuz he was feeling better...and he taught me stuff about runescape (a game im obsessed with) and i actually talked to his parents for a minute lol...hmmm and we went for walks around east providence...and he showed me like all his old childhood places...we also cleaned his car and found a bunch of change lol...and i got to be lazy in between times...just laying around lol...it was great, i had fun...hes so amazing :)...today was excellent...(thanks for such a great day as always mike :)...mauh!)

then i got home...went on runescape and aim and well...lost track of time...so now its time to take a shower and go to bed...leave comments if ud like :)

:)

2005-04-03T02:08:21Z

...Hes simply amazing....

<3333333 Jennie
...03.06.05...

haha have fun reading

2005-04-01T00:53:20Z

1. I'm tall for my age and I hate it 5”8
2. I only like the color of my hair…ive never liked how my actual hair has looked at me
3. I have a problem with people who disrespect teachers…mayb its cuz my mom is one…but it makes me extemely mad
4.I have always been afraid that someone will come in my house and kill me
5. I used to be extremely afraid of et…to the point id hide under my covers at night cuz I didn’t want him to eat me
6. I get extremly upset when I think someone doesn’t like me…it hurts and I hate it.
7. I hate seeing my friends sad…it drives me to the point where I may say something mean to someone and not even mean it
8. I freak out when I have fly aways or bumps in my hair…I sit in front of the mirror every morning till its perfect.
9. I only own about 10 pairs of pants in my big huge closet
10. I own like 100 shirts and don’t even wear half of them
11. I have more panties than n e one I know…other than elisa of course.
12. I have like 20 prom dresses
13. I didn’t buy my first abercrombie shirt until highschool
14. Ive lived in Coventry my whole life
15. I hate it in Coventry although I cant leave because id miss everyone
16. I was extremely close with my dads mom and dad and when they died I was devestated
17. I pray to them at night
18. I feel alone often
19. My first real boyfriend was in fifth grade…for one day…then came middle school lol
20. My first kiss was with a kid named Domenic
21. My first REAL kiss was on Halloween with a boy named Walter
22. My brother may be crazy but I do love him and worry about him a lot.
23. Im afraid to be alone. I don’t like to do n e thing alone. At lunch I search for people out of fear.
24. I envy my friends a lot of the time
25. The only things I really like about my life are my friends and my boyfriend J
26. Ive know lauren since I was born, and elisa since I was in 7^th grade
27. I still wish upon stars
28. I have contacts and im legally blind without them
29. I have a cat named Rajah…after the tiger in Alladin
30. I don’t need the material things in life to be happy
31. Id much rather stay at mikes home and cook pasta and chicken instead of go out to eat
32. Ive seen more death than anyone I know
33. I am outgoing around my friends and shy around new people
34. I want to go back to Hawaii
35. My dad is Polish and my mom is French and Irish
36. I want to spend a few weeks in Europe
37. I love to be loved
38. I get attached to a lot of people and that brings me down a lot
39. I watch an endless supply of lifetime
40. I love Life as We Know it
41. I don’t understand half the television shows on
42. I hate my new house although everyone says its beautiful…its just not home to me
43. I secretly love to read but only the books I am interested in
44. When I was born I had to be put into this heater thing for a few weeks because I was so cold and had a hypothermia type thing
45. So now I have a problem with heat and cold…if I get too hot or too cold I can black out
46. I love to listen to those golden oldies
47. I miss my dog peewee
48. I think of a clutch at part of a car…NOT as a hand bag :-p
49. I think im fat
50. I am dissapointed with my appearance
51. I go to the gym so much because I love it there and I have lost about 20 lbs in the last year
52. I love when a guy has muscular arms
53. I am a neat freak at heart
54. I try hard in school
55. I want to b a math teacher for middle school kiddos
56. I love elisas middle name…spencer…its not boring like mine…lynn
57. I am the owner of a 2001 Pontiac Grand Am and it is crimson colored
58. I wish my car actually worked
59. I am a computer nerd and love to be online…especially playing games
60. I have been taking art classes outside of school for 8 years and have some pieces worth over 200 dollars
61. I want a big but simple wedding someday
62. I want to have 3-6 kids
63. I fight with my parents a lot…but who doesn’t?
64. I really don’t like candys anymore
65. I have a dog Noka Lu
66. The only product I will eat from pigs is bacon…I refuse to eat pork or ham
67. I have dark circles under my eyes that sometimes arent very noticeable…its inherited from daddy
68. I have never gone tanning
69. My eyes are dry alot
70. I used to surf in California as a child
71. I miss Hawaii imensly
72. I love to have parties
73. I love peppers…they are my favorite food
74. I do not like posers or fakes
75. I hate drama
76. I love to sleep
77. I like having people around who make me feel safe
78. If I click with someone…I can talk to them for hours upon hours
79. I love to talk
80. Showers must have been made in heaven
81. I am polite to adults
82. People who rub me the wrong way see the worst side of me
83. I love to swim and go the beach
84. My favorite animals are cats and horses
85. I took horseback riding lessons for 5 years
86. I love MAC makeup
87. I have my belly button peirced
88. I love to have massages done to me
89. I could really care less wheter I get a 200 dollar purse or not…id like one…but im not dying to have it
90. I like to have stuff no one else has
91. I think my boobs are too big…
92. Coventry is drama central
93. I love to take pictures
94. I have journals from 5 years ago that I still read
95. I just got a hot tub
96. My dad goes to Europe a lot
97. My moms a teacher
98. I don’t usually watch the tv, just listen to it
99. I love to be complimented
100. I have a house cleaner
101. I get tired easily
102. I love Hollister and Abercrombie
103. I still have all my old dolls
104. My favorite colors are pink and red
105. I have a boy and girl bratz doll and a barbie with a baby that my mom got me for christmas…since I love kids
106. Im afriad of what the future holds
107. I dislike school

haha stole this from shawn

2005-03-31T03:21:40Z

- First best friend: Lauren and Kyle Lapinsky
- First car: a crimson red 2001 Pontiac Grand Am
- First screen name: DevilishQT713 i think?
- First self purchased album: hmmm...one of the Nsync cds
- First funeral: My dziadziu's :( i cried a lot
- First pets: Peewee...rip
- First piercing/tattoo: my ears...i was 5
- First credit card: nope...parents dont trust me THAT much
- First true love: that would have to be my ex Joshua
- First enemy: hmmm...ummm...i was a pleasant child...never really had an ENEMY...disliked a few but dont really hate
- First big trip: Florida, Hawaii, California
- Last cigarette: hmmmmm Decemeberish?
- Last car ride: in my car on my way home from the gym...love that place :)
- Last kiss: Mike :)
- Last good cry: ummm yesterday? i was so stressed
- Last library book checked out: wow...havent been there since i was little so probably like baby sitters club or sumthing stupid lol
- Last movie seen: The Boogieman with my boyfriend :)
- Last beverage drank: water :) yummier than n e thing else
- Last food consumed: hmmm...borsche...its a polish soup
- Last crush: Mike :) the BOYFRIEND lol
- Last phone call: Daddy
- Last time showered: in a few minutes? but last night
- Last shoes worn: umm the british ones
- Last item bought: an Aquafina water from the gym
- Last annoyance: The kitty
- Last time wanting to die: wow ummm a couple months ago...but id never try it...suicide it...bad..
- Last time scolded: when mom found out that i didnt make honor society

r e l a t i o n s h i p s
01. Who are your good friends? Elisa, Mike, Lauren, Sarah, Michaela, Joey, Cait, Shawn, Jen, Rosie

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
01. where is your favorite place to shop? Abercrombie and Fitch :)
02. any tattoos or piercings? 2 in each ear and the belly button

s p e c i f i c s
01. do you do drugs? nope
02. what kind of shampoo do you use? ummm herbal essence right now lol
03. what are you most scared of? being alone
04. what are you listening to right now? everything i do i do it for you :)...by brian adams...wicked old song
05. where do you want to get married? somewhere simple. a church or my backyard. Romantic and sweet, but not to elegant,and quiet. With lots of family and lots of friends there and a large number of bridesmaids
06. how many buddies are online right now? 72
07. what would you change about yourself? i hate my love handles...

c u r r e n t
clothes: haha just got out of the hot tub so hmmm my abercrombie t-shirt and pajama pants
music: brian adams, everything i do i do it for you
make-up: my mascara has seem to stay on or as u say in french...le mascara
annoyance: kitty
smell: my cat?
favorite artist: hmmm monet
desktop picture: me and mike at his house
book you're reading: The Catcher in the Rye...its for school
cd in player: haha Now 5, elisa put it there
dvd in player: Harry Potter...the third one
color of toenails: regular toenail color

Name Four Bad Habits You Have:
1. stressing
2. hurrying
3. putting stuff places and forgetting about it
4. waiting till last minute

Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:
1. money
2. a car that worked
3. perfect vision
4. a great job

Name Four People That Know You the Best:
1. Mike
2. Elisa
3. Lauren
4. Joey

Name Four Things You Are Thinking About Now:
1. Mike
2. the homework i havent done yet
3. school
4. prom

Name Four Things That You Have Done Today:
1. helped mom bring gs cookies to the national gaurd for the soldiers...
2. cleaned my brothers smelly car
3. went into my hot tub
4. went to the gym

Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought:
1. water
2. lunch
3. my prom dress
4. pretty jewelery

Favorite Place To Be? With Mike :)and elisa too
Least Favorite Place? school
Time You Wake Up In The Morning? 6:00
Do You Believe In An Afterlife? yes
Current Favorite Word/Saying? effing
One Person From Your Past You Wish You Could go Back And Talk To: My cousin Mike...i miss him
What Is Your Career Going To Be Like? Mathematics Teacher for like middle schoolers

:) all done

<3

2005-03-26T22:07:33Z

So last night was amazing. Went over mikes and we watched tv, weird ass shows on mtv2, lol, he played his game and caught sum sharks, did other stuff...yupp...i was so happy just being there :)...and then i drove home got home from e.prov in 20 minutes...it took me 15 minutes to get into coventry...i didnt speed lol...the roads were so clear...n e ways, so today was the cox cable mans birthday :) happy birthday mr.gonsalves :)...lol...for n e one who doesnt know (thats elisas daddy) so i went to elisas and brought the cox man his card, signed his albino child...cuz thats who i am :) and gave elisa a easter card that was all about friendship :) she got one cuz shes like my sister though lol, hmm then we went to my cousin rosalie's house to drop of some cookies for momma...and ya, all the niezgoda family were there g2 love my cousins...i saw rosalie, leslie, julianne, jon, my ciocia franny, ray, lol and some people i didnt even know...cousin leslie is pregnant...SO HAPPY...so then they made me eat polish food...:)...and then we left and i stopped at burger king for elisa, but there wasnt a drive through (wat buger king has no drive through!?!?!?!?!) but we were in cranston so it was understandable, so we go in get the food, come out n try to start my car. OK so the car makes this erg erg erg erg ugh sound lmao...elisa can do it quite well...so we keep trying for about a half hour...then i call daddy...and i wait another half hour for him to get there...thats about 2:30 right there. So he calls AAA...now those people say...ooo we will b there in less than an hour...so we r waiting and waiting...3:30 rolls around..uh oh...still no AAA...so daddys in my car trying to fix it and he had billys car...my brother needs to clean his car, it reaked and me and elisa were getting sick, and mikey fortin pulls up! yay i havent seen that kid in like forever...so we all just sit in his car and talk, and elisa needed to get home cuz her daddys dinner thing, so im like ok ill wait with daddy and mike brought her home...so we wait and talk about getting me a new car...and all of a sudden the AAA guy drives up...at 4:20...yay he was finally there...so then hes like wats wrong with it, and my dad goes to show him by turning the car on...and it actually worked, didnt make a sound...so ya...the AAA guy got kinda cocky and hes like...its cuz im here isnt it..i was like ummm nope its cuz we talked about getting rid of it :)...lol so i drove my car home, elisa missed her dinner with the family, and now me and elisa have no ride to rock and bowl tonight with our friends...ugh this is a stressful day...at least easter is tomorrow! and im having dinner with Mike, billys girlfriend Ly, and his friend Mike, Billy, Mom, Dad, and MAYBE elisa....

<333333333333333333333333333 Jena
...J.L.K...03.06.05...M.A.C.

[Edit]
Me and elisa have a ride to rock and bowl now :) yay...thank you mike fortin you are deffinitly a life saver...

Why

2005-03-22T00:21:29Z

Why cant i do anything right anymore. when i was little they used to be so proud, now...i always do something to upset them in some way. She cant be happy for ANYBODY unless they live in a perfect little world and are a perfect person with a crown of daisies upon their head...IM SORRY IM NOT THE DAUGHTER YOU WANT. im sorry i am not what was wanted in a daughter. i live for those moments of pride in their eyes, yet i see it less and less. The ONLY thing they seem to like at the moment are my choice of friends, and my boyfriend...thats it. u know how many nights a girl crys themself to sleep because her parents arent proud of her. I know some of u know exactly what im talking about. I just ran i ran a whole mile because of a fight with her. I ran non stop, my legs just kept going. it kept me from saying things id regret. i just wish things would b the same again where i do everything right, and they r proud of me, and they tell me they love me all the time, instead of making me feel the way i feel right now...

...mike, elisa, lauren, and all my other friends...thank you, you are what keep me happy and i love you all

<333333333 Jennie

...03.06.05...

happy lil me :)

2005-03-13T17:35:33Z

so yesterday elisa was over cuz she slept over the night b4 (we helped my mom run a program at the y for lil girls and we played sock wars...much like dodgeball with them from 8-11 and then we swam till midnight...so saturday we sat around and the mickey called and was like wanna hang out so i picked her up and then we went to pick up mike :)...so the 4 of us hung out with my brothers friend mike and watched the last half of harry potter 3 lol and listened to elisa about how hot h.p. is lmao. so then shaun came over and we watched anger managedment and i just cuddled and kissed and tickled and stuff with mike while everyone else ran about my house like crazy people...but thats ok cuz i was comfortable and happy :)so i had a good night last night...n this morning i woke up and me and michaela got food cuz mom felt like cooking lol...

<3333333333 Jennie

...J.L.K..03.06.05...M.A.C...

lalala

2005-03-10T16:19:34Z

so right now im in fashion design but we r in the comp. room. I finished my work early cuz i actually worked unlike some of the people in my class....ugh some of them annoy me...N E WAYS lol...yesterday was good...talked to elisa about A LOT...i love that girl. Then i did some homework and took a shower and was about to go to bed but noticed the boyfriend was online so i just had to go talk to him lol :p...so ewww parents took my car today cuz they needed it but shaun said hed bring me home :) yay! thanx shaun....ugh only 1 more class period after this to go :)...

<33333333333 Jennie

...03.06.05....

My best friend

2005-03-10T02:05:13Z

Let me tell you about Elisa Spencer. She is my bestfriend. When i met her almost six years ago i never thought our friendship would blossom into this great relationship. I love her with all my heart and soul...but thats what bestfriends are supposed to feel. If i could take away all her pain i would and even if it meant i had to endure it, or if i had to endure excrutiating unbearable pain, i would. Because you see, elisa isnt like most friends. She has been there for me throught the bad and the good and although we have had our occassional drifting, we always pick up right where we were when we started to drift. Our friendship is better than ever. It makes me cry when she crys and when she smiles i smile as big as i can. Whatever she feels i feel...maybe thats a gemini thing. She is unbelieveable. Her love for you is just extrodanary. She makes me feel loved and respected. Whenever i feel down she brings me up. She stands up for me and i stand up for her. She is the reason i breath and live and if she wasnt breathing i wouldnt be either. She is more important that any boyfriend i have had or will ever have...more important than my future husband whoever that is...because she knows me better than n e body ever will...and she is my angel sent from god. I love you elisa. you are the best friend a girl could ask for and i dont know what id do if u werent here for me...

<3333 Jennie

Also Lauren and Mike...thanx for both making me so happy too...my cousin and my boyfriend...u both have peices of my heart too :) <3333333

stole this from elisa :)

2005-03-08T22:52:49Z

1. I ___ Jena.
2. Jena is ___.
3. Jena needs ___.
4. I want to ___ Jena.
5. Jena can be a ___.
6. Jena reminds me of ___.
7. Without Jena, ___.
8. Jena can be ___.
9. Jena is always ___.
10. The worst thing about Jena is ___.
11. The best thing about Jena is ___.
12. I think Jena should ___.
13. If Jena was an animal, she'd be a(n) ___.
14. Jena makes me want to ___.
15. If I could spend the day with Jena, ___.

have fun :)
<3333333333Jennie

happiness

2005-03-08T22:50:32Z

ive been so happy lately...i was like having a horrible week last week and everything was going so bad and then mike came over sunday and the parents loved him and billy actually liked him (thats rare)...and then sunday night he asked me out :)...made me weekend like a million times better...then yesterday me and elisa and sean went to the mall...my bestfriend, and my old neighbor...we had SOOOOOOOOO much fun and we have pictures and memories and omg i missed elisa...weve gotten so much closer lately...shes my bestfriend and i dont know what i was doing without her lol...n e ways...im sick today so im gunna go try to get better with medicine and naps lol :)...

<3333333 Jennie

:)

2005-03-07T02:30:55Z

He makes me smile and laugh and happy. He makes the little butterflies in my tummy flutter...

lalala

2005-02-28T23:39:54Z

today has been an extremely odd but nice day...first off it was pajama day at good old coventry high and who do u think won...woot woot...the JUNIORS...thats cuz we have spirit :)...tomorrow is costume day juniors...dont forget...okay so i had chemistry first...and we did nothing all class except the mole method. we got to use our lil individual white boards and do out the equations and i kept stealing Amini's eraser cuz i didnt have one lol. Then english...i didnt realize how much i knew about the book the death of a salesman until i took the test...wow...next was fashion...mrs.clapham definitly knows when a good day for a movie is :), and last was american history...the most suprising part of my day...we got into groups...i was paired with all guys, and then ms. custer appologized for that lol, then we had to come up with answers...and me...i hate a.h. but suprisingly today i knew like everything, or someone in my group does. and the whole group knew the presidents in order from lincoln-hoover so we got an extra hundred quiz grade...ya were good lol...so then me sarah and ellie were gunna stay after for the game of human trouble, except we decided not to after looking at who was there, so we took lil scotty and headed to the mall. so we get there and joey calls "im not supposed to drive the car but i did and its broken down can u come help me" so we leave and drive a half an hour and then finally find him, and jumpstart his car, and leave, then we go back to the mall only to see the abc van omg so we parked right next to it and almost got on the news...and so then elisa and sarah run in the mall and hide, and me and scott are like searching and me and elisa played verizon tag and shed give us clues to where they were...in riddle...so me and scott wanted to strangle them...but eventually we found them...and then we took pictures...they came out hilarious...then we left and went back to elisa's and met matt there..and i TRIED to speak spanish...they are all in spanish 3...im in french 3 lol. so i was like Je suis espagnol...lol talk about broken language...and then i decided to go home and left and then ate dinner...and now im online...with people...o ya...Mikes going with me to prom :) yay...lol well i think thats it for the day...matt go back to your camel riding place lmao...

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:)

2005-02-26T05:17:19Z

tonight was a great night...movies, chicken, and pasta work well together...thanx mike :)...

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Jennie

years ago...

2005-02-24T21:33:50Z

early this morning, i looked at old year books. I had such an innocence, i hadnt been through anything bad. i was still little. i didnt have to grow up so fast. but i have. i missed my childhood. i never really got to have one. :/....ive grown up so much in the past year. mom tells me im a lot more mature than a lot of people my age. maybe thats why everyone im hanging out with lately are older than me. elisa i miss you. you too sarah. and lauren. i feel like we are all drifting. i love you girls but i never see you any more. things are better now then they were during the summer. a lot better. ive grown a lot since then. but it would b better if u three were there more...

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wonderful night

2005-02-21T06:25:43Z

tonight was an awesomely amazing night...well...lol last night was...i spent the day with lauren...i missed her...we hadnt hung out for a long time. so we went shoppping and we bought a bunch of stuff and just had lots and lots of fun. i had a vanilla chai...how i love those things...then i went to providence to spend time with mike...we went and saw the boogyman at ppm...not really scary but jumpy lol...then we went back to his house and watched harold and kumar go to white castle and looked at some disturbing pictures on some website lol it was like ebaums world but wasnt lol i dunno what it was. anyway. fun night. thanx lauren and mike. for making my night so great :)

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Jennie

some questions u can fill out :)

2005-02-15T01:35:49Z

Answer these in the comment section

<3 How Long Have We Known Eachother?
<3 Are We Friends?
<3 How Did We Meet?
<3 What Was Your First Impression Of Me?
<3 What Is One Lasting Memory You Have Of Me?
<3 What Is My Favorite Color?
<3 What Do I Want More Than Anything Else?
<3 How Well Do You Know Me?

Have Funn :)

valentines day is invented by candy companies

2005-02-15T01:26:46Z

mayb its cuz its my first valentines day without someone but i feel alone. I had a great day with great people. I got to see Noey and all the people that live at her house. That made me happy. I sent out about a gajillion flowers to people at school. I had a good/bad day. Cait told me i was her Valentine, lol thanks Caitlyn! i hope everyone had fun. i think im kinda envious of all those with tru love in their lives.

...

2005-02-10T20:29:47Z

I hope hell be my valentine. I hope im not going to be alone forever.

Sushi and MAC

2005-01-26T02:07:26Z

today was absolutely amazing. exams sucked, and i had to say bye to friends i met in classes. Then after school me elisa and sarah went and picked up dan. He lives in east gaum. But its ok dan cuz i love you. if i didnt, you wouldnt be going no where. lol. then we dropped elisa off at home to get ready 4 work. george was being evil. After that, me dan and sarah went to find a coinstar so dan could get rid of his quarters. after 2 stop and shops, we still couldnt find one that would take money. ew. thats mean. So we just went to The Grand Buffett instead. And i tried SUSHI! sushi is excellent. just like sarah and dan told me it would be. i knew theyd never lie to me :). after good chinese food and fortunes all ending in sex we headed to the mall to get none other than. MAC MAKEUP. I love having sarah and dan to help me pick colors. elisa too. wish you could have been there babe. dan was telling me what colors would look good and he was putting all this makeup on me. I ended up getting aquadisiac and amber lights. two amazing colors. when dan went to buy his and pay the lady in quarters, she wouldnt take it. so as we began to leave the store i looked at dans face. he was sad. so i bought him his blue mascara. cuz im nice like that. then we stopped by my old art class and my friend michelle like died when she saw me. the dropped sarah off. the brought dan to walmart, and we looked at make up. and then his friend came and got him there. then i went home and had dinner with daddy. then pilates class. and now my kitten is biting my foot. How enjoyable.

...also....i want to dye my hair...either blonder than it is...brunette with some dark blonde highlights..or stay the same...which do you think?...

<3333 Jennie

hmmmm......

2005-01-24T16:03:20Z

i had a dream last night. I was on the tv show rosanne. Only it was real. I was rosannes daughter. What an old show. Maybe i shouldnt watch tv before bed.

My brother and i had an intelligent fight yesterday. We fought over who the protagonist and antagonist of the family were. I won. yay.

Elisa and Sarah and amazing friends and i love them. you girls get a million hearts. <3 X 1,000,000. I love you girls.

Sarah and Dan, i cant wait for sushi and mac shopping. This will be awesome.

<3333 Jennie