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<333333333 Jennie
J.L.K...03.06.05...M.A.C
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so ive been going through hell since sunday...i faint at least two times a day...i havent been back to school yet because of that...my head kills...all over, not just in one spot...i feel weak and tired, and i sleep a good 3/4 of the day (no i do not have mono for n e one who thinks that) and im extremely dizzy...
monday...i went to the doctors and they checked a bunch of stuff....and then the blood lady took a bunch of my blood....like 3 tubes full...it hurt like a b**** cuz she poked my arm and didnt get the vein so she had to poke again and then feel around with the needle inside my arm...AHHHH so that was hell...
then today...tuesday...i went to the radiologist place and got an MRI...i had to sit in this tube thing for 45 minutes and NOT MOVE...at least i got to listen to WBRU...but that only slightly muffled the loud noises of the machine which was taking pictures of my brain...i must admit the guy who was doing it was really nice...he felt bad that he had to give me a few shots of this stuff to help define my brain tubes and stuff like that on the screen..he did that half way through so he had stuff to compare...and he told me i had nice veins so that lady who took my blood shoulda never even missed the first time...she seemed to be having a bad day...
then mom and dad took me out for dinner cuz ive had had continuous shots and bloodtests...and i hate needles...they put me on the inside of the booth so i wouldnt faint...n then billys friend ashley brought the incredibles over so i could watch it...great movie...ugh im so greatful for my family, and my friends, and my boyfriend...everyones being so great when i need them most :)
<33333333 Jennie
...J.L.K...03.06.05...M.A.C...
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ahhhh its super late lol but thats ok...im about to take a shower...but i figured id update now...
friday was junior prom 2005...yes it was amazing...mike came with me of course...who else would have lol...and he showed up with calla lilies (favorite flower since i was like 5) and he looked gorgeous as always...so then michaela and justin came over and they both looked excellent...then we went to the Rhodes on the Pawtuxet and everyone was there...everyone looked EXCELLENT and i had so much fun...me and mike danced to almost every song...and dinner was ok...not great but not horrible...then we got our little souviniers (huge ass cups and picture frames) and then i drove joe mickey mike and justin back to my house and elisa had to get a nother ride because my car was too full...and so mike went home cuz he was tired but everyone else came back to my house and we went hot tubbing :) wicked nice...oo and my friends watched me literally choke...like couldnt breath cuz there was food in my air way...thanks guys lol...luckily i saved myself...so ya then elisa slept over, and when i woke up the next morning she was gone lol i was like...OK??? n e ways
so saturday i was supposed to go to mikes house, but...he was sick...so i went and picked up my cousin lauren instead...amazing...we had a blast we took about 60 pictures and then went in the hot tub...and i got everyone dels cuz im nice...we had great convos and had fun...god i missed that girl...
then sunday...today...i went to mikes house cuz he was feeling better...and he taught me stuff about runescape (a game im obsessed with) and i actually talked to his parents for a minute lol...hmmm and we went for walks around east providence...and he showed me like all his old childhood places...we also cleaned his car and found a bunch of change lol...and i got to be lazy in between times...just laying around lol...it was great, i had fun...hes so amazing :)...today was excellent...(thanks for such a great day as always mike :)...mauh!)
then i got home...went on runescape and aim and well...lost track of time...so now its time to take a shower and go to bed...leave comments if ud like :)
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...Hes simply amazing....
<3333333 Jennie
...03.06.05...
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- First best friend: Lauren and Kyle Lapinsky
- First car: a crimson red 2001 Pontiac Grand Am
- First screen name: DevilishQT713 i think?
- First self purchased album: hmmm...one of the Nsync cds
- First funeral: My dziadziu's :( i cried a lot
- First pets: Peewee...rip
- First piercing/tattoo: my ears...i was 5
- First credit card: nope...parents dont trust me THAT much
- First true love: that would have to be my ex Joshua
- First enemy: hmmm...ummm...i was a pleasant child...never really had an ENEMY...disliked a few but dont really hate
- First big trip: Florida, Hawaii, California
- Last cigarette: hmmmmm Decemeberish?
- Last car ride: in my car on my way home from the gym...love that place :)
- Last kiss: Mike :)
- Last good cry: ummm yesterday? i was so stressed
- Last library book checked out: wow...havent been there since i was little so probably like baby sitters club or sumthing stupid lol
- Last movie seen: The Boogieman with my boyfriend :)
- Last beverage drank: water :) yummier than n e thing else
- Last food consumed: hmmm...borsche...its a polish soup
- Last crush: Mike :) the BOYFRIEND lol
- Last phone call: Daddy
- Last time showered: in a few minutes? but last night
- Last shoes worn: umm the british ones
- Last item bought: an Aquafina water from the gym
- Last annoyance: The kitty
- Last time wanting to die: wow ummm a couple months ago...but id never try it...suicide it...bad..
- Last time scolded: when mom found out that i didnt make honor society
r e l a t i o n s h i p s
01. Who are your good friends? Elisa, Mike, Lauren, Sarah, Michaela, Joey, Cait, Shawn, Jen, Rosie
f a s h i o n | s t u f f
01. where is your favorite place to shop? Abercrombie and Fitch :)
02. any tattoos or piercings? 2 in each ear and the belly button
s p e c i f i c s
01. do you do drugs? nope
02. what kind of shampoo do you use? ummm herbal essence right now lol
03. what are you most scared of? being alone
04. what are you listening to right now? everything i do i do it for you :)...by brian adams...wicked old song
05. where do you want to get married? somewhere simple. a church or my backyard. Romantic and sweet, but not to elegant,and quiet. With lots of family and lots of friends there and a large number of bridesmaids
06. how many buddies are online right now? 72
07. what would you change about yourself? i hate my love handles...
c u r r e n t
clothes: haha just got out of the hot tub so hmmm my abercrombie t-shirt and pajama pants
music: brian adams, everything i do i do it for you
make-up: my mascara has seem to stay on or as u say in french...le mascara
annoyance: kitty
smell: my cat?
favorite artist: hmmm monet
desktop picture: me and mike at his house
book you're reading: The Catcher in the Rye...its for school
cd in player: haha Now 5, elisa put it there
dvd in player: Harry Potter...the third one
color of toenails: regular toenail color
Name Four Bad Habits You Have:
1. stressing
2. hurrying
3. putting stuff places and forgetting about it
4. waiting till last minute
Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:
1. money
2. a car that worked
3. perfect vision
4. a great job
Name Four People That Know You the Best:
1. Mike
2. Elisa
3. Lauren
4. Joey
Name Four Things You Are Thinking About Now:
1. Mike
2. the homework i havent done yet
3. school
4. prom
Name Four Things That You Have Done Today:
1. helped mom bring gs cookies to the national gaurd for the soldiers...
2. cleaned my brothers smelly car
3. went into my hot tub
4. went to the gym
Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought:
1. water
2. lunch
3. my prom dress
4. pretty jewelery
Favorite Place To Be? With Mike :)and elisa too
Least Favorite Place? school
Time You Wake Up In The Morning? 6:00
Do You Believe In An Afterlife? yes
Current Favorite Word/Saying? effing
One Person From Your Past You Wish You Could go Back And Talk To: My cousin Mike...i miss him
What Is Your Career Going To Be Like? Mathematics Teacher for like middle schoolers
:) all done
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So last night was amazing. Went over mikes and we watched tv, weird ass shows on mtv2, lol, he played his game and caught sum sharks, did other stuff...yupp...i was so happy just being there :)...and then i drove home got home from e.prov in 20 minutes...it took me 15 minutes to get into coventry...i didnt speed lol...the roads were so clear...n e ways, so today was the cox cable mans birthday :) happy birthday mr.gonsalves :)...lol...for n e one who doesnt know (thats elisas daddy) so i went to elisas and brought the cox man his card, signed his albino child...cuz thats who i am :) and gave elisa a easter card that was all about friendship :) she got one cuz shes like my sister though lol, hmm then we went to my cousin rosalie's house to drop of some cookies for momma...and ya, all the niezgoda family were there g2 love my cousins...i saw rosalie, leslie, julianne, jon, my ciocia franny, ray, lol and some people i didnt even know...cousin leslie is pregnant...SO HAPPY...so then they made me eat polish food...:)...and then we left and i stopped at burger king for elisa, but there wasnt a drive through (wat buger king has no drive through!?!?!?!?!) but we were in cranston so it was understandable, so we go in get the food, come out n try to start my car. OK so the car makes this erg erg erg erg ugh sound lmao...elisa can do it quite well...so we keep trying for about a half hour...then i call daddy...and i wait another half hour for him to get there...thats about 2:30 right there. So he calls AAA...now those people say...ooo we will b there in less than an hour...so we r waiting and waiting...3:30 rolls around..uh oh...still no AAA...so daddys in my car trying to fix it and he had billys car...my brother needs to clean his car, it reaked and me and elisa were getting sick, and mikey fortin pulls up! yay i havent seen that kid in like forever...so we all just sit in his car and talk, and elisa needed to get home cuz her daddys dinner thing, so im like ok ill wait with daddy and mike brought her home...so we wait and talk about getting me a new car...and all of a sudden the AAA guy drives up...at 4:20...yay he was finally there...so then hes like wats wrong with it, and my dad goes to show him by turning the car on...and it actually worked, didnt make a sound...so ya...the AAA guy got kinda cocky and hes like...its cuz im here isnt it..i was like ummm nope its cuz we talked about getting rid of it :)...lol so i drove my car home, elisa missed her dinner with the family, and now me and elisa have no ride to rock and bowl tonight with our friends...ugh this is a stressful day...at least easter is tomorrow! and im having dinner with Mike, billys girlfriend Ly, and his friend Mike, Billy, Mom, Dad, and MAYBE elisa....
<333333333333333333333333333 Jena
...J.L.K...03.06.05...M.A.C.
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Me and elisa have a ride to rock and bowl now :) yay...thank you mike fortin you are deffinitly a life saver...
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Why cant i do anything right anymore. when i was little they used to be so proud, now...i always do something to upset them in some way. She cant be happy for ANYBODY unless they live in a perfect little world and are a perfect person with a crown of daisies upon their head...IM SORRY IM NOT THE DAUGHTER YOU WANT. im sorry i am not what was wanted in a daughter. i live for those moments of pride in their eyes, yet i see it less and less. The ONLY thing they seem to like at the moment are my choice of friends, and my boyfriend...thats it. u know how many nights a girl crys themself to sleep because her parents arent proud of her. I know some of u know exactly what im talking about. I just ran i ran a whole mile because of a fight with her. I ran non stop, my legs just kept going. it kept me from saying things id regret. i just wish things would b the same again where i do everything right, and they r proud of me, and they tell me they love me all the time, instead of making me feel the way i feel right now...
...mike, elisa, lauren, and all my other friends...thank you, you are what keep me happy and i love you all
<333333333 Jennie
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so yesterday elisa was over cuz she slept over the night b4 (we helped my mom run a program at the y for lil girls and we played sock wars...much like dodgeball with them from 8-11 and then we swam till midnight...so saturday we sat around and the mickey called and was like wanna hang out so i picked her up and then we went to pick up mike :)...so the 4 of us hung out with my brothers friend mike and watched the last half of harry potter 3 lol and listened to elisa about how hot h.p. is lmao. so then shaun came over and we watched anger managedment and i just cuddled and kissed and tickled and stuff with mike while everyone else ran about my house like crazy people...but thats ok cuz i was comfortable and happy :)so i had a good night last night...n this morning i woke up and me and michaela got food cuz mom felt like cooking lol...
<3333333333 Jennie
...J.L.K..03.06.05...M.A.C...
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so right now im in fashion design but we r in the comp. room. I finished my work early cuz i actually worked unlike some of the people in my class....ugh some of them annoy me...N E WAYS lol...yesterday was good...talked to elisa about A LOT...i love that girl. Then i did some homework and took a shower and was about to go to bed but noticed the boyfriend was online so i just had to go talk to him lol :p...so ewww parents took my car today cuz they needed it but shaun said hed bring me home :) yay! thanx shaun....ugh only 1 more class period after this to go :)...
<33333333333 Jennie
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Let me tell you about Elisa Spencer. She is my bestfriend. When i met her almost six years ago i never thought our friendship would blossom into this great relationship. I love her with all my heart and soul...but thats what bestfriends are supposed to feel. If i could take away all her pain i would and even if it meant i had to endure it, or if i had to endure excrutiating unbearable pain, i would. Because you see, elisa isnt like most friends. She has been there for me throught the bad and the good and although we have had our occassional drifting, we always pick up right where we were when we started to drift. Our friendship is better than ever. It makes me cry when she crys and when she smiles i smile as big as i can. Whatever she feels i feel...maybe thats a gemini thing. She is unbelieveable. Her love for you is just extrodanary. She makes me feel loved and respected. Whenever i feel down she brings me up. She stands up for me and i stand up for her. She is the reason i breath and live and if she wasnt breathing i wouldnt be either. She is more important that any boyfriend i have had or will ever have...more important than my future husband whoever that is...because she knows me better than n e body ever will...and she is my angel sent from god. I love you elisa. you are the best friend a girl could ask for and i dont know what id do if u werent here for me...
<3333 Jennie
Also Lauren and Mike...thanx for both making me so happy too...my cousin and my boyfriend...u both have peices of my heart too :) <3333333
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1. I ___ Jena.
2. Jena is ___.
3. Jena needs ___.
4. I want to ___ Jena.
5. Jena can be a ___.
6. Jena reminds me of ___.
7. Without Jena, ___.
8. Jena can be ___.
9. Jena is always ___.
10. The worst thing about Jena is ___.
11. The best thing about Jena is ___.
12. I think Jena should ___.
13. If Jena was an animal, she'd be a(n) ___.
14. Jena makes me want to ___.
15. If I could spend the day with Jena, ___.
have fun :)
<3333333333Jennie
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ive been so happy lately...i was like having a horrible week last week and everything was going so bad and then mike came over sunday and the parents loved him and billy actually liked him (thats rare)...and then sunday night he asked me out :)...made me weekend like a million times better...then yesterday me and elisa and sean went to the mall...my bestfriend, and my old neighbor...we had SOOOOOOOOO much fun and we have pictures and memories and omg i missed elisa...weve gotten so much closer lately...shes my bestfriend and i dont know what i was doing without her lol...n e ways...im sick today so im gunna go try to get better with medicine and naps lol :)...
<3333333 Jennie
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He makes me smile and laugh and happy. He makes the little butterflies in my tummy flutter...
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today has been an extremely odd but nice day...first off it was pajama day at good old coventry high and who do u think won...woot woot...the JUNIORS...thats cuz we have spirit :)...tomorrow is costume day juniors...dont forget...okay so i had chemistry first...and we did nothing all class except the mole method. we got to use our lil individual white boards and do out the equations and i kept stealing Amini's eraser cuz i didnt have one lol. Then english...i didnt realize how much i knew about the book the death of a salesman until i took the test...wow...next was fashion...mrs.clapham definitly knows when a good day for a movie is :), and last was american history...the most suprising part of my day...we got into groups...i was paired with all guys, and then ms. custer appologized for that lol, then we had to come up with answers...and me...i hate a.h. but suprisingly today i knew like everything, or someone in my group does. and the whole group knew the presidents in order from lincoln-hoover so we got an extra hundred quiz grade...ya were good lol...so then me sarah and ellie were gunna stay after for the game of human trouble, except we decided not to after looking at who was there, so we took lil scotty and headed to the mall. so we get there and joey calls "im not supposed to drive the car but i did and its broken down can u come help me" so we leave and drive a half an hour and then finally find him, and jumpstart his car, and leave, then we go back to the mall only to see the abc van omg so we parked right next to it and almost got on the news...and so then elisa and sarah run in the mall and hide, and me and scott are like searching and me and elisa played verizon tag and shed give us clues to where they were...in riddle...so me and scott wanted to strangle them...but eventually we found them...and then we took pictures...they came out hilarious...then we left and went back to elisa's and met matt there..and i TRIED to speak spanish...they are all in spanish 3...im in french 3 lol. so i was like Je suis espagnol...lol talk about broken language...and then i decided to go home and left and then ate dinner...and now im online...with people...o ya...Mikes going with me to prom :) yay...lol well i think thats it for the day...matt go back to your camel riding place lmao...
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tonight was a great night...movies, chicken, and pasta work well together...thanx mike :)...
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early this morning, i looked at old year books. I had such an innocence, i hadnt been through anything bad. i was still little. i didnt have to grow up so fast. but i have. i missed my childhood. i never really got to have one. :/....ive grown up so much in the past year. mom tells me im a lot more mature than a lot of people my age. maybe thats why everyone im hanging out with lately are older than me. elisa i miss you. you too sarah. and lauren. i feel like we are all drifting. i love you girls but i never see you any more. things are better now then they were during the summer. a lot better. ive grown a lot since then. but it would b better if u three were there more...
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tonight was an awesomely amazing night...well...lol last night was...i spent the day with lauren...i missed her...we hadnt hung out for a long time. so we went shoppping and we bought a bunch of stuff and just had lots and lots of fun. i had a vanilla chai...how i love those things...then i went to providence to spend time with mike...we went and saw the boogyman at ppm...not really scary but jumpy lol...then we went back to his house and watched harold and kumar go to white castle and looked at some disturbing pictures on some website lol it was like ebaums world but wasnt lol i dunno what it was. anyway. fun night. thanx lauren and mike. for making my night so great :)
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